No one is going to save you- that’s for you to do. At the end of the day no one cares about anyone but themselves, no one is going to fix you and ultimately, no one can make you happy but yourself. Just have to suck it up and make yourself happy because people are shit. People lie and people leave. And you can’t count on anyone.
I’m very sorry to hear about your mum, I hope she is okay now.
And thank you a lot for taking your time to write this, I really do appreciate it.
I hope the time comes soon where I can cope with it better, I think it just got increasingly worse because with each one, I didn’t really have enough time to grieve or cope with each individually.
Thank you so so much. x